The Message Within

Saturday, April 01, 2006

This is a confusing entry (at least for me). Dun read it if you are already confused by the first sentence, u will probably be confused more. =X read it only if u are clear-headed, curious, have alotta free time to spare and like to ponder on things (like me! i mean for the curious, free time and pondering parts ONLY la. lol. =X )

i dreamt of lots of food last night. I dreamt that my mum bought ice cream of lots of different flavours (those expensive ones ok?) and i tried most/all of them. they tasted damn nice and even have classy and exquisite names to go with them. (errrrr......wonder if i really licked my pillow or what... erpx.) okie.. then afterwards, dunno why i dreamt of taking hokkien mee (i think) off the shelve, putting (i guess) onto a plate or something. Quite weird la.. the dream since i dun really remember dreaming of lots of food before. but i did really enjoyed the ice cream in the dream. In real life, I seldom eat ice cream, not bcoz i dun like but more to like i dun feel like eating ice cream at those particular moments. dunno la. but anyway, in the morning, my parents called (my bro picked up the phone and i was still in bed, not sleeping tho, stoning) to ask what we want for breakfast. and when my bro asked me, i felt really like eating hokkien mee (but dun hav so i ate other stuff) lolx. okok. after they came back, i had breakfast with them. then i told my mum about the dream i had which was the root of my craving for hokkien mee. and elaborated on the ice cream thingy. then my mum told me something which made me thinking... she said that dreaming of food probably meant that someone is praying to me (my past life). 'ji bai wo' la...(maybe those food in the dream are the offerings?) when she said that, my sis and i were stunned.. initially thought it was juz another dream but after my mum said it, i felt quite weird and it led me into thinking what my past life might be. i thought if i reincarnated in 1988, then i probably die in 1970++? dunno lehz. then will there still be people praying to me? she then told us about my grandfather's frenz or something. it wasn't a really definite ans, or it probably was, juz that i dun understand. Well, it's really interesting to interpret this dream this way. If there really are people whom i knew from past life still alive, could they be people i know now? or could they be juz so near me but i don't know? yea... i know some of you might not believe this and may think that it's outrageous but i do to a certain extent esp when now, it's 'qing ming jie' and people have offerings for the dead.

ok la... i'm confused nw. let;s take a look at these cute pics which were taken recently by me. hehe.
<-- Wish. The cat i refer to on msn. Cute?



<-- my adorable nieces