ORhhhh! so LONGGGGG nvr updATE liaoz?!! woah. this is what happens when i'm busy. lol. okie. Went bugis and orchard with lydia yesterday. seldom buy clothes but i bought 2 t-shirts!! Luv them soooo much. but i'm kindda broke nw. haha.

Went to help Agnes Dieu today. thought it would only be for a day and juz go there to cut papers and paste here paste there... then dawn added that we prob need to do some laminating. but no! we gotta choose what we wanna do (create similar math games) and we can go back to the place to do the work. Well, in actual fact, i'm quite glad to have something to do now and also glad to have felicia as my partner. I think i too kan chiong liao. only starting then i raised my hand to volunteer to do matching. then heng heng, felicia volunteered to share the workload. yeah! but when agnes told us that we are supposed to go back there, i was quite shocked and felt abit weird. but i was still quite enthu on going back there. The weird feeling? i only realised why when i'm walking back home at the corridor. I 'm going sao mu tmr (and am supposed to wake up at 5.30!)!!! how can i go to help?!! lol. still told peipei in the morning. sigh. i thought my memory getting better but now, it seems that it's nowhere better. So pai seh lehz.. ppl. paiseh. i try to do some at home.

Oh! and on my way home today on bus 12... i saw my DREAM HOUSE again. Ivory apartments.... woah.... that place.. i luv it sooo much. it's so simple yet has elegance.... ahhh i juz luv it luv it luv it manz! Envy the people staying there soo much and all i could do was take 2 pics of it using my phone(not very clear tho). The 1st time i saw it was i think the 1st time i took the bus which was prob last year. not very sure. but everytime i juz take a look at it. i will feel happy! but the previous bus rides.. i sat on the wrong side of the bus. so could only take a quick glance. but today! i purposely chose a seat so i could see it more clearly =X

And Oh! again. took the wrong bus back home... well.. not exactly wrong bus. the no. the same. juz that i took from the wrong busstop, hence, wrong direction. oh! stopped outside tpjc and i know it, i'm gonna see at least one person i know. and i really saw wilson =X Blur blur blur... me!

And Oh! Oh! again again. the popular at bras plaza is soooooo big. saw some cute and cool and stylish notebooks. I WANTTTT!!! but seriously, quite ex. leh for notebooks. considering time...

I seriously feel that zhiyang from campus superstar is somewhat similar to cao ge.



Second one... haha. i'm a philosopher =X

bought 2 cds after having breakfast with my family juz now. Went to mj coz i'm interested in tank's cd which i eventually bought. This person's music is good... one of the songs is a duet with SHE's selina. nice. but the song (mtv) that attracted me to get the cd was 'gei wo ni de ai'. Lydia and felicia think that is okok onli but I think it's super nice. The packaging of the cd looks normal on the shelf but when u take it out... it's damn nice. cool and exquisite. and there's a definition of fight inside. Sho Special... The cover of the lyrics also very nice... suits its kewl packaging.
<-- tank's cd. the thing behind is juz effect for the web (www.him.com.tw) i guess.

Okie... then when i was in mj right? i saw another cd. Evonne Hsu's latest album (i think) then I looked ard and i saw 'POST CNY SALE'. WoW! $9.90! I was in a dilemma. this was the cd i wanted a few mths ago coz it's a compilation of her previous albums but i went mj for tank! =X Haha. Then i finally decided to get both. Went home to listen. Yea... i luv both. At least they are both better than the tatu album. Wah.. the one really waste money. But i was hoping that the 'hu ran hen xiang ni' would be included in evonne hsu's album (= Tank rulz!!!

Lol. I went to flag and unflag my own blog... coz din know what it meant and anyhow press until i saw that thing. 'it is to notify blogger about objectionable content.' so pai seh.

Damn. I'm addicted to blogging already la. Lol. okie.. this is the comic strip i drew the day before. reason? read the bottom words in bracket on that paper. Yeah... it's quite a flop with a weird title. but it was fun creating it since i have nothing much to do. I'm gonna create MORE and i'm gonna change the title. Yeah! I love comics!

i luv this blogskin.. so neat!

Okie... this entry is about my feelings on my 2nd sem's results (No. 1 LATEST NEWS!!!).
basically, I did better as expected. I've even improved. Thought I will do very badly and fail a few. Could not sleep last night again... was wondering if I could retake if i fail and I dunwanna repeat the whole module. (verli paiseh one leh) I think cucalamonga shld know la... i spent too much time (ard one wk) on cd1.3 already (coz of the brain dvpt la) and ultra last minute, only the wkend to study the rest of the subs. and so lucky sia... i nvr fail leh. haha. Before the exam results are released I feel that if i pass everything and get a gpa of 3 and above, i will be super happy. but now, i feel that i could have done better although i'm still very happy. but isn't it weird? i guess humans can nvr be satisfied. the thing that made me feel like that is language arts which I got a C+. Last sem the least I got was B and all were B's and B+'s except for IT. And it looked quite nice. I mean the result slip. Language arts...... this is the only module which only requires us to do projects. No exams and I thought I did well for the book review one. I feel really sad. it's always like this since young. those projects which I've really put in effort did not get recognised. It's always like this... sianz. oh! for CD1.3 which i spent alotta time on it but in the end, sprung out a few qns which i did not really study above all things and which i crapped all the way (demoralised me greatly for it was the 1st paper) , i got B+. shld be considered bad right? since i spent alotta time in this. IT'S ALWAYS LIKE THIS! sigh... the rest of the results aren't really worth mentioning. EXCEPT chn. you won't believe this.. but i got an AD but dunno why the credit unit is only 2. this is the subject which i really studied last min. really really last min. can you believe it? i can't believe it myself. and even called felicia and doreen to clarify some doubts (like what is oz/ tbs? i totally have no idea and was freaked out coz i did not even know ans to simple qns like that and did not have much time left to study but still had so much stuff to study.) as i was studying just the night before the exam. i was happy when i saw i got an AD but at the same time, bewildered. I only had confidence in the firedrill thing. Exams are always like this... that's about all. Congrats me, console me, anything la. Tag me at the tagboard ya?

Spent alotta time changing my blogskin again and again. And finally, eventually, I found this almost perfect skin. Why is it only almost perfect not purrrrrrrrrrrrfect? coz the blogger advert is blocking the whole skin. could not see the pink border. if it is shown, this will definitely be nicer. But overall, this is a really nice blog skin. love the words too. 'one day i will wake up a grown up and the world will be in trouble' It's quite ironical as the boy you see is soooooooooo kawaii! So adorable. or is that a girl? haha.

lol... i'm typing again. Haha. Watched tombstone of fireflies yesterday. The cartoons I bought during exams rmb? Wah liaoz... the show so sad leh although the starting I felt abit like 'wth... so sian' but it's a slow cartoon la. 'hao xi hai zai hou tou'.. the best is yet to be seen. The show hohz.. starting mother die. Ending sister die. When the mother died I felt like crying lo. Got maggots and flies around the body which was covered with bandage. Wah liaoz.. all becoz of stupid war. causing the innocent to suffer. I dunno why but i have so many 'serious' thoughts as I watched the cartoon. Reminded me of the history lessons i took during sec sch. Yes, the father who was on the front died and the country lost the war. I was kindda sad as I watched the cartoon but then again, no. If they win, then that means we lose. (although I was not born that time. but our ancestors did suffered. Still rmb watching 'he ping de dai jia' women raped, men tortured. We were humiliated. And those horrible traitors whom in my opinion deserve to be tortured before sentencing them to death penalty. Ok i know it's kindda violent but think of the suffering they caused to many others, their fellow friends who misplaced their trust in them. WTH!) that cartoon in my opinion was not just a cartoon. As you will see from the cartoon... in war, the most pitiful people are the innocent civilians be it which countries they are in.

Oh! I dreamt of something weird last night. Dreamt that I pleaded my CO seniors to let me go back CO. Diaoz.

Starting to get interested in campus superstar after watching the competition on tue. Feel that Teresa and Zhiyang have nice vocals. but the other two who got in weren't as good as those who got kicked out. Actually I've watched abit of it previously and supported Geraldine coz felt that she has a very COOL face (my bro also felt the same) like one of the HK artiste. then renfred also captured my eye then coz he has a star quality in the way he present himself. he looks abit like one of the previous cast of the liangximei (the child actor/comedian...very long long time ago one...) but on the other hand, he gives me a kind of the F4's vanness feeling =X (you all go and see... really look like leh, but I'm not sure in what way). However, after watching the tue episode, i feel that those two whom i 'supported' initially were not as good (in terms on vocals only and this is a singing competition. ermmm... right?) as those two who got kicked out. the dunman high (i dun really like but she is good la. She smiles even tho she lost =X)and nini's fav( wah.. was so amazed by him sia.. openly announced who he support). Lol. Also went to the webbie and read some of those comments which people wrote. Criticisms and encouragement... both also have. I guess that's the price of fame. Negative and positive comments... the contestants just have to take them all. But they have gone until so far these should not be affecting them la(those negative one la).. if not their previous efforts would be wasted. I think no matter what they were all good to have make it so far. So even more impressed when I saw one of the female contestants is only 13? So young! Haha...

Btw, exam results should be released tmr if i'm not wrong... wah liaoz.. so nervous and scared...

i'm happy today tho spent quite alot of money (this whole week's allowance). Lol. Went kbox. was so excited last night that I could not sleep and lay on the bed for about 45mins. Haha. Anyway, I saw Felicia at the counter. She was in front of me and I thought ehhh.... tis girl;s hair looks familiar, then the familiar gold bag caught my eye. Oh yes, it was Felicia and Cheryl. Such a coincidence. Lol. Btw, Lydia and I got a nice big room and we sang our hearts out. We screamed and shouted and pretended to be sopranos. I was worried that those kbox people will chase us out when the time reaches five coz we were really toooooooo noisy. Wo men zai zi 'high'. Haha. The 2 of us only. Lol. Esp enjoyed those songs which we took turns to sing, two lines each. Was so.... FUN! I became really high that I began to dance, when I say dance, I mean anyhow dance lahz.. not tango or hiphop la. Haha. Then after kbox we went to ARCADE! Long time no go le... I had a great urge to play the basketball machine so after I played two of the games at the marina square's arcade, I pulled lydia to the suntec one where the basketball machines are. Anyway, those machines like quite old le compared to the ones at Eastpoint or Downtown. Nevertheless, it was as fun. I got 50+ for the first time and 128 for the second. Lol. Opps forgot to mention something. This is very serious. i realised I need to exercise desperately. After playing the police game at marina square which required me to squat and stuff, my legs became wobbly. Could not walk properly on stairs. THIS IS SUPER SERIOUS AND I NEED to EXERCISE! if anyone of you guys want to go exercise, ask me along. but i prefer ball games and cycling to everything else. Haha.. very mafan hohz but no choice la. Exercise should be equal to fun right? haha. I'm so happy today.

Man... u won't believe it but i think I really saw it while lying on the sofa yesterday night when i was watching tv. I think I saw a shooting star!!! =X and of course I made a wish. It was like woah coz I was just lying there and suddenly from the corner of my eye I saw this bright thing flying across the sky and I highly doubt that it was an aeroplane for it's movements did not look like. Oh man... did i really see it? shooting star!!! looks like the one i've seen previously on the beach. the slow and nice one. woah. woah and woahz!

Arhh.. suddenly wished i;ve h/w to do. It would be a good excuse for me to not go out and eat. Oh pur-lease.... I seriously hate to go out now. my dad is nagging, his forte. thinks i'm lazy and slacking too much. wants me to go out and exercise. He's good, really is but when he nags, it's unbearable. opps.. he's at it again. I suddenly feel like going out again so I won't have to hear him nag. Haiz... he wants me to find a job now... sianz. Lydia... I empathise ur situation now. Will I ever be so naggy due to genes? Sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.....................................................

Just added tagbox =D

Do you feel that sometimes when you wanna buy something or just do something, it just doesn't go your way? It's like every night when I'm lying on my bed when all those thoughts which I wanna list them here appear. And when I'm using the comp like now.. I don't really know what to write about except crapping. I have soosooooo many things to accomplish during this holiday and i'm gonna wait till next week to start with all those exercising and stuff. Coz every other student is having his holidays now. So many people when I go out and there's only one word to describe crowds 'SIAN'

but at home also quite sian lehz... not tv then must be comp. not comp then must be sleep. I've been sleeping so much lately that I wish i'm sleeping on the grasslands.. or a nice hotel. Somewhere else, most probably overseas. I wanna g HongKong again. If I go there, I will not mind crowds as much as I do now. i just wanna go somewhere special.. then just slack there. Haha. It's funny... I have so many things planned during exams and now, I don't seem to be fufiling anyone except for watching FD3. To be more realistic, i wanna go kbox, badminton, tennis, bowling, cycling, PICNIC!!!, ding tai feng, arcade, more movies, archery (winks at felicia), jogging, practise situps (my worst ever sport), pack room(oh! This is the priority and a decision made even before exams yet I rmbed it LAST. haha.) etc. See, I have so many things to do and there's only one word to describe myself 'lazy'. I also felt very bad for turning down the co performance when they are having a shortage of people. When they smsed me, I was sick and I just quitted my job. Did not want to make any promise at that time, was not sure if I could fufil it esp when there are practices which go with the performance. If any NPCO folks happen to come across this blog(fat hope! but still...), I'm really sorrryyyyy... Really am. All the best in the upcoming performance tho.

Still coughing. Sian diaoz... lol. but i still went out yesterday and today.

March 14 --->>> Went out with lydia to bugis. Saw the couple of my sec sch class at bugis street.. so sweet both of them.. since sec 2 until now still together. Lol. Then we went to library coz i just want to stay at home and read some books. We borrowed the books at an amazing speed coz was going back to tampines to watch nanny mcphee. The show was alright la, still okok.

March 15 --->>> Went to Causeway Point with Grandpa and siblings. Some plump bespectacled woman was damn damn rude to my Grandpa. So pissed with her. So pissed... She's sickening. How can she speak in such a rude manner to an elderly. Not going to go into details. So angry wif her.

i'm sick... very sick. Been like a lazy and useless bum for past two days. Sleep whole day. Wake up to eat a little and sleep again. Manz... felt really horrible. Had high fever, backache, sorethroat and was really dizzy that I could not even walk properly. Now, fever's better but sorethroat is getting worse. Wah liaoz... I wish I can say all this out through my own mouth but once i speak, I feel the sharp pain from my throat. Arhhhhhh..... It's so weird.. I was perfectly alright on tues. Hope i'll feel better...

The above comments are NOT written by me but by fellow cucalamonga members.
Holidays are boring that I'm finding every lil thing to scan into comp. Am also nervous abt the job. Printed info on the vacuum valve to read... but dun feel like after printing out. I totally have no idea what is it all abt lo. Sigh... I mean i didn't even know there's this thing until I went for the training. Haiz... Must know more abt IT stuff. Haiz... but i am also excited to start the job and end it asap. haiz... i must make it. but can i make it thru? that's still an unanswered qns on my mind. Arhhh!!! haha. Feels like I'm having exams again. Lol. just that this time round if i don't do well, it doesn't affect me alone.

YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gAkUen AlICe is showing on animax afterwards! manz... luv and miss the anime manz.. haha. can watch it again. this light-hearted anime about magic and stuff. Lol. hehe.. I wanna watch sooo many other shows. and underworld is one of them BUT i'm underaged! WTH... but i'm glad that league of extraordinary gentlemen is showing on tv. Oh wait. SHIT! I think i have work on that day again////// what the...

--> Drew this yesterday. Luv drawing but can't draw really well. Sad. Put this here just in case I lose the original one. haha. =P

Went for training today. Once I reached there, my left eyelid kept twitching. Really... I dunno why. but was quite scared... dunno if something bad will happen coz my eyelid nvr ever twitched so.... long before. It continued twitching till halfway thru the bus journey. Wah liaoz... i very scared leh.. dunno if i'm capable enough for this job. we have a target to reach individually and we seem to have alotta things we need to know. wah liaoz. but the good thing is that the t-shirt and polo tee given are very nice.. tho the polo tee is quite big for me. I luv the tshirt esp. coz the design is like so HIP. haha. so kewl. Luv it manz.. luv it! haha. Haiz... guess no matter how hard the job is I've gotta WORK HARD! so as not to dui bu qi felicia. Jia you Peiling! hehe.

yea... i played from just now till now. stopped for a couple of mins to have lunch tho. This is what i do during holidays. Slack in front of the comp. Haha.

Oh!!! I discovered a new game.. while studying CS the day before. All you need is a pen. Toss ur pen in the air and try to catch it. Easy right? try hitting the ceiling and catch it. damn hard. i caught it only like twice or thrice outta dunno how many times. Pressure...

Yo! I finished my exams! yesterday was the last paper and in actual fact, i felt really weird after that.. I didn't realise that I have finished exams until my friend told me. lol. My mind was filled with Final Destination... I could not wait to watch that movie. Then anyway, i went to marina square to watch the movie. It was my first time to the GV there. quite ulu.. but then alotta ppl went to watch the movie also leh. Ok.. now.. the movie. I like it. It was scary and very gruesome.. it's very final destination lo. everyone died.. i think coz the last part blank mah. for ur imagination. I think the most er xin parts are when the two girls died and later the needle thingy one. After watching the movie, i felt really like wah lau.. u have no control over ur own life lo. quite sian diaoz. If you are someone who doesn't like disgusting stuff.. better don't watch. but if you are a final destination fan.. then watch lah.. I think it's quite nice leh.. but my sis thinks that it's otherwise. She said it's too disgusting and it's not worth the money. ??? lol. ok then my sis's fren said that the show was supposed to be longer then they cut here cut there... making it quite short.

Haha... juz watch la the show. i wanna watch dorm (something like that i think it's some thai horror movie about boarding sch) and date movie (the trailer is soooooo funny and I luv scary movie 2 and 3) haha!! I also wanna watch the nanny nanny one... oh! and also the producers... I also wanna go kbox and i desperately need to exercise! Can't stand it.. haha.. oh! and found a job (thanks felicia =D). starting nxt week. quite scared tho. a promoter and i hope i won't say anything wrong. So scaryyyy....... but then again, seems fun. lol. Hope everything will be alright. Got commision... juz told mic that we must get it but i think think about it.. i think i aim for the basic pay can already la. lol.

heh heh... i'm studying now! not surprising eh.. coz tmr is the last day of exams!! CS is the last paper. yay! and i'm going to watch Final Destination 3 after the exam! Yay! the long-awaited movie.. was so angry and pissed off when I realised that this movie is released during exam period. Now... oh! I mean tmr... I will be frreeeee!!! Yay! Can you sense my joy? lol. anyway, i'm really reaally forgetful lo. Was supposed to write register no. beside module group for agnes paper and probably the rest of the papers as well.. but then!! I TOTALLY FORGOT! until just now when I was in the mrt... after 3 papers then I realised. wah piang. then somemore, i think i remember hearing agnes say that she will deduct five marks or bring one grade down if we nvr put module grp or maybe even the reg. no. Sian diaoz... but what to do? it's over already and pardon me, for now i'm gonna continue study for my last paper of Year 1!