i koped this from dawn's blog. yes dawn. it was taken at the library room using ur new phone. hahaa.

today, coming back home was like an adventure.

first gave way to this bicycle with a lady riding on it and was folding my sleeve. then suddenly, the lady stopped beside me and looked at me. i was like huh? then i suddenly rmb that she's one of the parents from childcare. and karen-chan was sitting behind. hahaa. she's still so cute as ever with the slight curly hair. the first japanese child i know =) very adorable. she's japanese but she speaks english in a very singaporean way. haha. everyone just loves her. ren jian ren ai!

second i saw a rainbow at the traffic light.. sooper long stretch one... it seemed so near. i took a photo of it. but then my phone integrated camera was really too lousy to capture the beauty and cuteness of it.

then later, this kitten came close to me at the void deck cum corridors.
guess my reaction...

i screamed! okay.. more to shouted...
it's so ironic right? i have this big black handsome cat at home which i love so much and im afraid of a teeny weeny cute tabby kitten.

then i was alone larh. like siao like that. suddenly shouted. although there was no one near me.. i heard someone laughing hysterically from the neighbouring house (those first level houses). SO PAISEH LARH!

maybe im really afraid of cats..

btw, pei and fel came over today to exercise.
the three of us in the gym. exercising and chatting. good! cos nobody can eavesdrop on our conversation. haha.

24/4/2007 Tuesday
went to the gym with audrey and denise.
this time, we were lucky enough to have an expert-and-enthu-in- exercise uncle to teach us how to use the equipment. at first, i just casually asked him whether there are certain 'sets' to take note of using the various equipment. then he began teaching us how to use one by one =) he also taught us the ladies' correct way of exercising... if not, we will have too many muscles. haha. he is a resident here since 7, 8 yrs ago, i think.. seemed to know alotta ppl here. very nice of him to give us free lessons and advice. now, we know how to use the equipment appropriately liao =) but i forgot to ask for his name. i kept calling him uncle uncle.. aiyah.

we had our lunch afterwards and then, went for eastpoint for awhile. i bought a book for 1 dollar. and went to the arcade with denise. i played the basketball machine (got 130. haha. pris! i need to pair with you to get over 200 larh. play alone very taxing leh!) then played the japanese drums one with denise. but ive got bad news... according to the lady at the counter, the eastpoint arcade is gonna close down soooonnnn!!! this coming SUN!!! saddening~~
but i think they are going to open another one at whitesands.. but please, it's so far to my hse compared to eastpoint. tampines mall and century square one CMI! cos don't have basketball!!

then nothing much happened for the rest of the day. was sleeping.
oh! came up with an original joke. heh heh..
why are chimpanzees so clever?
ans: cos they know the chim stuff. wahhahaa. okay. not funny. but smart ;)

25/4/2007 Wednesday
school school school.
the first lesson seemed soooo long. almost couldn't stand it. but i kind of pity the lecturer though... it's not that we don't like her.. it's just that we are abit too enthu to pack up even before she finished her sentences.
then... second lesson.. ohh. i like. why? cos of the tables. seriously.. studying with real tables are sooo much better. a more conducive environment. i hate it when i have to curl my back when using the chair-table.. it sucks larh. so low.. then my neck kept looking low.. very suan de leh! then in the end, i'll just put my legs on the chair, curl myself up and put the notes on my knees/lap. irritating.

after school, cucalamonga and friends went for yu ji mian. i went to meet lydia instead. accompanied her to orchard to cut hair. then we went to marina square to have our late lunch. long john silver =) after lunch, i accompanied her to zara and topshop. she tried out clothes while i waited outside the fitting room.

after haircut and shopping, it was lydia's turn to accompany me go arcade liao. haahhahaa! i finally saw and played the basketball machine (heard from friends and brother that the basketball machines have changed). it was different from the ones at eastpoint and downtown east. i guess they are probably the newer of the newest machines. first time play.. i think ard 70+ 80+ only i think.. then tired. then went to play find the diff with lit. haiyah. very lan at that.. only play until stage 9 (lit say got 20 rounds then she and her friend completed before). but it's really difficult leh! the find the diff. got moving images one lorh! your eyes must really be fast enough. and i seriously hate the reflection one.. so hard! haha.

then after the find the diff, i went and play with the basketball game again. lydia was very nice to help me carry my laptop and wait for me =) thanks eh! this time i got 111. hahahahaha. not bad huh. lol. i think this machine is more difficult than the ones at downtown and eastpoint. but happy larh. over 100~~~ =)

i wanted to play house of the dead 4 and time crisis 4 also.. ah! and also the catch soft toys one. but guess i was too broke to be able to indulge in all the fun i want there.. will go there again soon =) who wants to go arcade... SUNTEC ONE. just sms me. hahaa. if i got the money, i'll definitely go. haha.

I LOVE SUNTEC'S ARCADE!!!

eh.
things are happening to close friends lately. hope that they will be able to find light and the best solutions to the problems they encounter. the final decisions depend on them ultimately. so i think i'll just stand aside, give my bit of opinion and support them whenever they need me ;) i guess, that's probably the best thing i can do for now.

jia you! gambatte ne!

wanted to go to the holland village's bakery initially but then changed our plans to ikea. mich, dawn, pei, denise and i crapped on the bus like nobody's business.. lol. shared meatballs and salmon with peipei. i like ~~~
then went shopping shopping. window shopping for me tho. im gonna go bowling this wk, so better not spend money on stuff i don't need..
ehh. then we had ice cream!! the ice cream, previously white, is now yellow. and we assumed that it's because of impurity of cow's milk. eh. then dunno who ah who ah.. xiang wai wai/ lol
then we tried playing the hide and seek game with dawn. but in the end, gave up.

soo.. it was raining, and we all took our respective buses home =)

THE END

wah! the action research articles are making me so sian. did one, left one.
decided to take a break to blog ;)
now is 1238.. so yest was my sis's and her baby jasmine's bday. cute ah.
coincidental right? same bday..

as usual, had a nice dinner (best thing is that the restaurant's near my hse. lol.) then bought a cake back home. sang happy bday 4 times! twice in eng, twice in chinese. ehh... then nothing much to say le. the morning was spent watching last samurai. still as nice as ever. bt i can't decide what i wanna be.. a samurai, ninja, spartan, knight or power ranger. so hard to choose.

anyways, got to know this horoscope thingy from meiting and hidayah's blog. for mine is mostly true and here's some excerpts from the article which i think are exceptionally true about me.. heh heh. dun say i bhb ah. lol.

1) They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. (travel!! yeah!)
2) They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. (i try to believe that i can do it. im self obsessed. hahha)
3) They love music, art, dance, and drama (theater)
4) Sagittarians are straightforward and honest. ....
What they say is what you get. (im actually bothered by this. cos offending others is part of it.. mich once advised me not to be a receptionist. haha.)
5) begins to worry about what he or she will have to give up as soon as they fall in love. So they may put off making a commitment as long as possible. (yes, true)
6) "No strings" is a guiding Sagittarians motto. (yes, this is very very true. to me, work is work personal is personal. i won't work at somewhere my relative is working at. it can be troublesome if you mix both together and pull strings esp if either one gets into trouble.)

think ive got to get back to work now. my friend's gonna go osaka later today and my two other friends also going there during sem break! urgh! lucky them! when can i go japan too???
watashimo nihon ni ikitaii!!!!!

This is me and a big umbrella
and this is wish with his new bow tie wanted to go to plaza sing yest with dawn but in the end, went tampines mall with dawn, fel and pei. lol.
then later to the esplanade to meet a friend.

love is such a troublesome thing. aiyoh.
btw, Happy 19th bday Denise! =)

hit the gym for awhile this morning.
the sit up thing was kind of scary... i got up after one try. haha
then after gym, went to have breakfast. quite healthy leh.. cos i'll usually wake up very late and will skip breakfast or will eat junky stuff.
so, audrey and i decided to meet up for exercise every tues and thurs morning =)

btw,
i think the campus shooting incident will be shot into a movie in few years time...
and they will state 'based on a true story'

it's so unreal, very unfortunate.

pris, pris' fren, pei and dawn came by to watch bang bang tang after sch. haha.
today's episode wasn't very nice tho. wasted. but it was fun to watch bang bang tang with a grp of good friends =)

then at night it was time for
300 with doreen!
almost slept during the first part.. was very very tired. blamed myself for sleeping late and not buying stickers to stick on my eyelids to keep eyes open.
i thought i was gonna sleep through the whole show.
BUT was woken up by the first war scene.
heheehe.
was awesome! the show was awesome! it wasn't as gore as expected tho. now i know why some people wanna watch it again.

SPARTANS RWK! A OOOO!! A OOO!! A OOOOO!!!!!!

okay... tmr morning really going to gym le.
did not manage to wake up for gym on tues. so must must must do so tmr! =)

hey hey
first day of school.. woke up super early.
thanks to my bro if not i'll be late and was in fact rather early.
probably one of the few times i reached before denise since yr 1.
got improvement. heh heh=)

there was cca fair and the whole school seemed so busy.
our school now even has a traffic light. lol. so lame larh esp when the distance is just a few steps away. cheers have a 'proper' enclosed area now.

first day was like somehow like exchanging stuff day.

dawn gave us food from tioman and i also got a crayon shin chan sweet. she also passed me the bad family (bu liang jia zu) vcds i bought frm a spree (so cheap!)and returned me my jap dict.
i returned her her haruhi anime after long long time. heez.
peipei returned me the crayon shin chan vcds.
then i passed pris a newsreport on fahrenheit she gave me previously and a poster. lol. i squeezed all the stuff i got into my bag. was so heavy.

after sch, went to orchard (main aim was kino.. hahahha). pris, meiting, pei, dawn, mich and i went together. went chicken rice at far east for lunch. nice! i love chicken rice.. wee~~~ hahaa.
then we walked ard the mall. after neoprints, meiting went to tutor and pris' friend joined us.

finally, we reached kinokuniya. yay! that place brought back some memories... hahs. actually main aim was to get the play mag (ru ru larhz. showed me the mag and made me so tempted.. not because of fahrenheit tho. hha). inside gt bang bang tang and hei se hui.. wanted to get it and show my bro. but then in the end, i saw another mag with bang bang tang on cover. wee~ i bought that. =)

after kino, we went heerens. walked ard.. saw a polo tee i like. haiyah.. so ex. suan le. still considering if i shld get the pair of shorts. btw, i bought a toothbrush holder ive been wanting to get (an elephant one)! it puts me off when i see algae on the handler of the toothbrush when it's being put inside cups. i think u shld get one too. haha. the dinosaur one belongs to my sis.

took bus back home. took very long bt at least there were seats and i slept for quite awhile. (habit of sleeping during journeys immediately came back this very morning. wahahaha.)

reached home and had dinner. suddenly recalled that audrey stays ard here so called her and asked if she could join me for exercise. heh heh.. she very shuang kuai. immediately agreed. so we met downstairs and went to the gym. (got to realise that she actually lives super super super near me! like next block?!! happy! i even waved at her mum who was upstairs) haha. i was nuts at using the equipment and was figuring how to. then a man came over and helped me with the threadmill thingy. lol. very sua gu. anyway, the gym was small and soon, it became quite crowded. audrey and i then decided to get out. and we started chatting while enjoying the night breeze. thereby, we decided to meet at 9 tmr morning for gym and breakfast. yes! im gonna live a healthy lifestyle from now. and sian, cos i need to go orchard again tmr...

random thoughts come to me every now and then.
and when i was bathing just now..
i suddenly rmbed that im gonna step into yr3 tmr.
and wondered what shld i do after graduation? im still at a lost from like yr 1.
woo~~
time passes so fast larh. i thought i would have gotten an ans during these past mths but the answer of what i want in life is still so blur, so unclear.

i want an ans to myself so i know what lies ahead.

shit! what do i want exactly?!!
i hate it when it's like this.

school starts tmr.. and ive got to wake up at 6+ again! haiz. damn sian.
but i do hope i will be punctual from now on.

during this holiday, i slept and woke up late.
that's not good.. my dad complains that im so lazy sometimes.
i admit larh. lol.

okay but for the new sem, im gonna change. really.
im gonna sleep before 12 every night.

oh anyway, i watched meet the robinsons with doreen a few days back. not bad.. but some of the jokes were too cold and lame.

gonna watch 300 with her if there is still a timeslot for it next wk. hopefully there is.

went for a visit and to tm just now. so crowded. crowded places make me frustrated and tired. so im gonna sleep soon.. after watching sky high =)

starting school soon soon sooon!
oh shit!

watched fu zi (after this our exile) starring aaron kwok, yang cai ni and a little boy yesterday.

on vcd larh (my sis and i are soo into vcds now! lol.)

that show was supposedly good.. cos it won quite a few awards and my sis's colleague recommended it. but then!

it sucks! a total waste of time. the story and the acting were there. i think it was the way the movie was filmed that spoiled the whole thing. i even fell asleep for awhile..

don't know if it's even called artistic film.. cos it wasn't shoot until like sooo beautifully. i somehow felt that it was anyhow shot.. and while watching the movie, you'll feel WTH. my sis and i hanged on to the end cos we thought the ending would probably have a twist and have something interesting. but it just ended like that.

it was just a total disappointment. and we watched until like 3+ in the morning. sigh. don't deny that the actors are good tho.

tired and hungry now. but i still wanna blog abt yest night.

first time clubbing. was quite a nice experience (except for the aftermath of it by which my hair smells soo bad!!! worse still i can't get rid of the smell even after two washes with shampoo. urgh!)

after i told my family that i was going clubbing.. each of them (except for jas, wish, da gui and xiao gui) had certain responses.

my dad (before i went out) passed me my mum's scarf just in case i'll feel cold

my mum asked me what time i would be back so that she can gauge the timing to wait for me to come back,

my sis asked me if any guys or friends' boyfriends would be going cos clubbing sometimes quite dangerous,

and

my lil brother.. (i dunno what to wear mah.. so he suggested me to dress hip hop..) then he said something like, 'wah wear like that, later someone come and find u battle.' (battle as in dance battle) then he said 'better teach u a move or two' and i was like dotz. lol. i think he seems really excited over clubbing and showing his moves but too bad larh.. he has two years more to go. and i predict with my psychic power that he may be a potential clubber. =S



i myself was very paranoid over having my toe stepped on at crowded club cos i broke almost half of my toe nail horizontally due to accidental knocking against sitting instrument =S previously and currently protecting it with plasters.


anyway, it was a pre denise's birthday celebration.
peipei and i met earlier.. she lent me a top and a belt. most who know me shld know i only have tshirts and shorts and jeans. so bo bian. really have to borrow clubbing clothes u know. thanks peipei and peipei's sis. =)

okay then we proceeded to white tangerine cafe/restaurant at kovan. had our dinner there and have had a great chat. food was not bad.. quite worth the $$.

after dinner we went to MOS. (i feel like eating mos burger now *stomach growls soooper loudly*) it just opened or something.. kinndda no ppl inside. only us and the bartenders and the djs and a few other patrons. woo~ and i saw the retro room. love the seats hahahahaa. and we ordered drinks. cucalamonga gang except for me had 1 for 1 vodkas (i think). great deal manz. but too bad i don;t drink alcohol so i took the sherry (or cheryl) something drink. i was extremely determined to refrain myself from alcohol cos i din know if i could take it and would definitely not like to try my hold for alcohol at a club.

btw, the sherry or cheryl blah drink was sooper nice! i like =) 11 dollars i think.

so after our drinks.. we went to the clinic to check it out and have free drinks. damn shiok. five free drinks. (i kept one coupon for rememberance. lol.) haha. din use any cos it was non-applicable to non-alcoholic drinks, i think. starting also few ppl only. then later the crowd seemed to get bigger and bigger. our social circle also became bigger cos friends met us at a later timing. dawn and i sat there on the seats chetting and i fumbled with her cam and new hp for awhile cos i don't feel like dancing yet and i think dawn wants to rest. the rest went to the dance floor and started moving to the music.

doreen also joined us later =)


then then.. we went back to mos. danced and danced and danced.


i became super tired halfway dancing at the arena.


went to mac after clubbing. saw someone vomitted.. reminded me of merlion.. the way he vomitted.



erm. then we took taxi back home..


ok. pics.
outside white tangerine.. waiting for peipei.


my mum's scarf disclosed! argh!

cucalamonga minus one

joyce, bday girl and the hand.. talk to the hand. wahahhaa.

doreen looks sooo pretty in this dressing. really!


thanks denise and pam for the pics =)

i can't seem to let go of my old house mentally and emotionally.
it's like im physically in the new house yet my soul is still clinging on to the past.
it's like almost every moment, i think of the layout of the old house.
the moments lying on bed before sleeping are sometimes torturous, i close my eyes and i think of the old house. i wish i'll wake up and find myself in my old house and i dread and i hope not to dream of the old house for fear that i'll wake up and realise it's all just a wonderful dream. i know i think too much but i can't help it. argh.


it's a NON-LIVING THING, why am i so attached to it. WTH.
right now, it seems much more easier to live with a strong front than showing the true self.

got to know this from peipei.
so fun larh. try it man!
http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/425983197

i feel so bad!!

eh. ive got lots of stuffs to talk aboutb actually.. but dun really feel like talking LOTS abt new and old houses. i,m afraid i'll drop a tear or two. haha..

just wanted to say that ive just moved into the new house (physically) today. most of the stuffs were moved in on sat. past few days were sooper busy. packing unpacking... thanks xiaofeng for offering to help =) and my shufang and family.. they are so kind and helpful!! they helped us with the moving and packing stuffs. lots and lots.

had lots of mixed feelings on this moving house thingy. this house is newly renovated and supposedly better than our old house. but i still miss the old house larhhhhh! my sis says this house feels like a chalet and i totally agree with her.. guess we'll need time to adjust to the new envt.

you know... it feels as if i can return to that place again. but the hard fact is the opposite./