The Message Within: February 2006

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Ok... so i didn't keep the promise to myself again. Was supposed to study yesterday night but didn't. Recommended my sis the vcd I bought which i myself haven't watch. She then watched and I also followed. (TV is my greatest friend and enemy I tell you.. tho we watched from the comp X) )it was about around five mins to one as we were watching and i told myself again that I would study at 1. But before I could do anything, my bro called my sis and I to watch a 'live' show from our very own windows. Downstairs at the playground, were a few teenagers dressed in black. My bro then said that they were playing with the fire extinguisher and those white white thingy one the floor was caused by them. I looked... yea.. the floor colour's different but nothing much. They were playing with those 'gym like' facilities of the playground and were rather noisy. Then... they sprayed again. Pretty sight.. misty. my sis commented that they think they are in heaven. To me, it looks quite fun but i would not like to bear the consequences of this fun. They sprayed again and again... and sometimes when they spray, they would avoid the area. And guess what... as they played.. one of them went and faced a tree for quite a while (the three of us agreed that he was pissing)..
Soon after, they squatted down at a side and two policemen came. Ok.. so my eyes weren't as quick as theirs.. but i'm looking from above what. Anyway, the three of us then rushed to the balcony for a better view and better 'sound effects' (coz the room's air-conditioned.. windows closed. could not hear anything). Standing by the window, I felt the cool breeze of the night and thought 'ehh... maybe can save electricity tonight. no need to on aircon mahz'. okok. btw, i gradually got excited and more kapoh and then rushed to my bag, rumaged through it and finally.... I found my specs! Oh! Guess what? The next block's family was also watching!!! Ok so.. few calls were made, walkie-talkie was also used according to my bro and the policemen also called two of the teens individually to the playground and seemed to be questioning them. We also heard the sounds of handcuffs we suppose and it was used once i think. two more policemen came for what? i dunno.. the teens eventually cleaned up the place. AND DAWN!!! two of them took of their shirts to clean the facilities and floor. In bet, some funny things happened. One person who was riding the bike, rode in bet the policemen and the delinquents. Ok.. dun seem funny to you right? but cucalamonga... it's juz like the seagull flew by thing lo. Imagine... such a serious situation and a person ( uncle, to be specific) rode by. The second situation later when suddenly a motorcycle rode on a bicycle track in the middle of the night juz, riding by the policemen. It's wrong in the first place and secondly, it attacted the attention of everyone including ours. For that moment everyone's heads turned to the motorcycle. the policeman called the driver to stop but the latter hec care and just rode off. Two policemen then went to chase him. dunno whether successful or not.

The whole commotion lasted for ard 1++hr.. till 2+am including the part in which they played the thing. I could not belive how nosy we are. We saw everything.. from the start until awhile after the teens were released. they juz gathered and seemed to be chatting. one was still cleaning the floor. we stood there watching the thing till our legs got tired and my sis took the chairs to the balcony. And did I tell you.. we even dug up a pair of binolulars when the policemen appearance and it was really helpful. Those teens were actually quite good-looking.

okok.. it was the first time i see this thing that's why i'm so curious. Can't blame me.. Still wondering who called the police.. and I sincerely hope that they realise their mistake as vandalism public property is not just their business. Everyday as I walk to the mrt station, I witness many people of different age grps using the gym like facilities as morning excercise. If those were destroyed due to one's id or instant pleasure, it could also destroy one's motivation to keep fit and live healthily. Esp when to get to the nearest facilities of this kind, the residents of the neighbourhood need to walk a further mile. True, that's more exercise. but what about those elderly? this is more convenient for them. There's definitely another outlet for your pleasure right? Watch tv.. play arcade... sing ktv... anything.. but before you do the anything.. please spare a thought for others. Not everyone is as fortunate to be able to afford having a trainer in a real gym, or travel long distance juz to use the facilities and most importantly, that area you vandalised is where the residents chat every morning, sharing thoughts and probably even being enlightened through all those chats.

Oh gosh! I'm too into a topic again.. but anyway.. i wish all of you guys dressed in black all the best. having good looks is an asset. don't waste it on leaving a bad record. Do good and all of you would be guaranteed to look even better and you would look GREAT to everyone.

Friday, February 24, 2006

took c.d. 1.3 paper today. Did not turn out to be what I had expected and of course, i don't know how to answer some of the qns and crapped, and I realised that all those crap are really wrong after the exam. Yea... to put it nicely I studied for four days but actually, those four days were quite a waste and I really did regret. I watched tv in the afternoon and night when I studied and was stuck on the same page from the start of the show till the end. I played computer once I woke up and put the notes on a page up 'stand'. Again, I was too engrossed in neopets and neglected what I was supposed to do. the only time I did studied was late at night and the 'in-between times' of the day which I did not feel like watching tv and when my sis was using the comp. Arhh... I really hope I can pass the paper and would be even happier if I get a C! (those who read this plz don't mention this paper to me again) I thought putting my thoughts down here will make me feel better but why am i feeling worse still? Guess i'll feel better after watching 'chu han jiao xiong'. My daily energizer! Hehe I luv that show!

ok... so now, i'm gonna sacrifice the 8pm and 10pm ch55 dramas. I'll only watch the 9pm one on weekdays. No way I'm gonna sacrifice that and I'll only watch crayon shin chan when I feel really really stressed. hehe!

Anyway, today, my father gave me some extra money to take cab home during the exam period. Yea.. I must admit that i really loathe travelling from sch back home as I want to sit down and rest but most of the time, I'll have to wait till I get a seat. And although my house is near the mrt, I really hate walking from there back home. the crowds esp during peak periods make me feel so sian.. i sincerely wish there's bus 3 outside our sch so it can reach downstairs easily and I need not walk the route I dread to walk. Anyway, took a cab back today. felt very very sick, wanted to vomit and broke out cold sweat. i think peipei felt the same too. the ride was unbearable and I still felt sick after i got out of the taxi but the driver was rather kind. hehe.. went home, read a little of the asiapac comic i juz borrowed from school and went to take a nap. And ta-dah! I feel better NOW! The powers of an evening nap!

Saturday, February 18, 2006

yesterday was super hot! felt as if i was being fried as i walked home. anyway, didn't post yesterday... coz thought there was nothing much to write but when i wanted to write, sis was using comp. Btw, as you have guessed it by now. i really have a few things which i'd like to share and tell. Firstly, I PASSED my Jap test!!! which means i can go on to basic b... yahhoooo!! thanks michelle for the 'she go to' thingy and dawn for accompanying me before the test. and also to the rest of cucalamonga who gave me their support in one way or another.. hehe. i thought the results would be released together with my course's exam results. lol. and i also have to thank my friend for informing me that i can check the results liaoz. sorry if i'm being too long winded.. juz too excited lah. i couldn't find the results intially BUT actually i went to the page liao.. and still asked my friend. haha.. anyway, somehow managed to find it in the end. was quite happy la... passed mah.. can go to a higher level.

i think i'm getting blurer & blurer as days go by. I found my pencil box! and i found it after i bought the stationery i need for my new one. ahh.. nvm.. at least i have more stationery now. btw, u wouldn't believe where i found it.. my pencil box is on my table all the while!!! it's only been wrapped with a pet safari plastic bag. lol. wah liaoz.. heng heng i nvr go office to ask abt the lost and found pencil case... so embarrassing..

ohh! and i bought two sets of vcds today. both are cartoons.. crayon shin chan and studio ghibil cartoons . they were meant to be my meal shows and de-stress cartoons respectively but i felt really guilty after buying them. spent quite a lot... sian diaoz. shouldn't have bought 2. so i'm now trying my best to hide them juz in case my parents nag at me again. (=

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Sorry for a second post.. my sis wants to study la.. she has exam tmr and she studies from powerpoint one lo. Power sia. okok... where was I? Oh.. i was abt to go on abt what happened today. hmm... had ppcm and scv lessons. lecturer told us what to study for exams and stuff. I feel that i'm so... hardworking today coz i asked her a few qns which i found that it was useless in the end except for the large group area thingy. WOah.. anyway, after sch, i cracked a few jokes la.. and jili laughed until her whole person squatted on the floor. hello... i'm juz too into the qin dynasty era mahz.. pretending to be one of the soldiers and the cardboard as my sword only.. very fun lo. like cosplay. haha. oh! And on our way home, one girl immediately sat on the mrt seat beside me with such speed manz, deliberately snatching it from peipei while leaving another seat beside her for her friend and still snigger in front of us. We were like woah! hao kuai ohh.. What a good friend she is but what ugly kiasu attitude she has. i don't mean she's bad because she snatched a seat from peipei but more to like she just sat down so eagerly when the person just stood up and barely moved lo. so... no manners. Haiz... nowadays, people love snatching seats but don't snatch until so obvious lah. it is not as if without the seat you will die mahz. come on.. you have better stuff to snatch for in life right? unless you wanna win in everything even getting a mrt seat. ok... nvm.. i hope i will not be like that someday.
Nothing much happened today. Just wanna say some stuff abt pass few days. Yesterday, had a performance in class with fellow cucalamonga members. Was really fun but it was cold standing in front performing. Every performance, no matter what, i'll get tis very cold feeling.. it's just so weird. Maybe i have stage fright.. maybe. I used to have them during sec sch days. We were supposed to intro a singer and lip-sync one of the singer's songs. I chose celine dion and 'sang' To love you more. Alone. I was so kiasu, so kiasee that i'll not get to choose the singer i want since the teacher said that it was a first come first serve basis tthat when i went home on the very day, i emailed the teacher and told him i wanted celine dion. Not surprisingly (for now), i was the first one to emailed him and of course i got celine dion. But the deal comes with a condition. i would be the first one to perform. yehh... i did rather well for introducing celine dion thru a nice and colourful powerpoint presentation i created. However, i broke down halfway thru the song. I was so afraid... coz ppl were looking.. some were laughing... some... I just felt that people were against me or something... probably i looked ridiculous when performing. nvm that.. then i went to ChanThy who was sitting in front and cried lahz.. OMG! i feel so embarrassed to say this now but at the same time, i find that it is really funny and what was wrong wif me at that time?!! So stupid sia..) Lol. then of course i didn't continue and was also given another chance to perform after all the rest have performed which was like a few days or weeks later.. can't really rmb. And my performance was a so-called 'encore'. To think of it, i was the first to perform and also the last. haha. Now, i love performing ridiculous roles. it's so fun and so far all my roles (actually only 2 la) will require a broom. the first, a witch. the second, a waiter cum cleaner of a so-called highclass restuarant. Wee... I wanna have a siao siao role next time.

and yesterday, i went to denise's hse to watch evil tales. was alright la the show.. a twisted and digusting version of Little red riding hood. Was quite gross at some parts.. very bloody but then in my opinion, quite fake. the person's leg was cut off and they showed the cross section of it.. quite fake. At first sight, it was scary but soon after it looks abit like sponge or even candy floss.. just a bloody version. Ok... the movie was well, quite sick.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Wanted to finish my lesson plan today but seems quite impossible. Once I switched on the computer. I automatically went to neopets and blog, neglecting what i wanted to do in the first place. i told myself that i'll play for 1/2 hr then i'll proceed to do my work. unfortunately, did not kept the promise i made to myself and played till now. which is like almost 3hrs le. In bet. went to watch a little of 'chu han jiao xiong'. One of the two shows i'm crazy over for the time being. It is about war and the tactics. Liu Bang and Xiang Yu i think are the main characters in it. i think i really love war shows but seriously hope that it doesn't happen in reality. However, sometimes, i'll imagine myself holding a sword, riding on a horse and killing my enemies while defending my beloved country, saving my loved ones. At other times I imagined myself as a war hero winning noble award for easing the tension among countries and stuff. Lol. Learning history at sec sch and watching this kindda shows really left some impact on me. haha. oh! i'm getting out of point again. okok... back to the promise i made to myself.. ok.. i eventually did a bit of the assgn yes.. abit.. until the obj. part but a lil confused now. dunno if what i've done for the lesson plan is the right thing or not. so i decided to stop to sort out my thoughts for awhile.

oh! and... u know what?!! i suddenly felt a sharp poke on my toe while using comp juz now. turns out to be wish which is on top of the cpu. Woah... cats can really... climb. My toe bled a little but it's quite alright lahz, juz a very small hole. All i can say now is that i still prefer dogs to cats. a.k.a. jasmine to wish.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Wee... last post of the day. as u can see, it is already 11.35pm. Went to watch fearless at seven juz now with my sis. Ohh.. that show is superb. I love jet li's moves man! way to go! so damn cool sia. Anyway, was expecting the jay chou's mtv denise was talking about. but then... i stayed till the end of the show, after the credits until the whole screen went BLANK! but... nno mtv leh. then i told my sis quite loudly that my friend told me got jay chou's mtv one leh... and and GUESS what?!! one of the two guys in front of us said, ' Wo de peng you ye shi lohz' then walked away. haha! funny rigght? like so dunno what. Ohh... Lydia and yee may came to my hse juz now and we watched the cartoon vcd 'the cat returns' which i juz bought. nice and lame. anyone wanna borrow can ask me by hook or by crook. oh and yEE may gave me a strawberry shortcake doll for christmas juz now. i luv it. juz said it once that i like s.s coz i think it is very cute and sweet. and.. SHE REALLY REMEMBERED. i'm so... touched. haha. but aiya. forgot to give her a thank you kiss. lol.

and regarding tmr.. my bro. is going to have some modern dance comp. schools competing i think. so interesting but he keeps complaining that the dance steps are gayish and refused to dance for me to see UNTIL just now. I find that they are quite alright lah but compared to hip hop likie abit not so 'wow' lo. aiya.. dunno whether going tmr to support him or not leh.. but quite sian diaoz... orchard leh. sunday. woah! so many people and i hate crowds. haiz.. must see 1st. anyway, still wish him all the best and good luck!
This day will be exceptional because there are two entries. Now, I have sort of completed what I want for my layout and i love it. makes me feel very soothing. Thanks to blogskin.com. and felicia for telling me abt that webbie. Ok. There may be another entry for today which is really about what i do. that's abt all... for this morning (=
Ignore this post.. juz testing. thanks.