The Message Within: February 2007

Monday, February 19, 2007

'One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with meIf ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one'

Back at One by Brian Mcknight.

yes, old song. but love the melody and lyrics =)
Chinese New Year Eve was hectic and sian. cos of some people my parents invited. these recent years are all the same. inviting them to create disorder in our own family. darn it. i think my parents are TOO generous. really. every time they come, things will happen and we will become sooper unhappy. but my parents still continue to invite them. omg. i feel so sian lorh. why let them spoil our new year moods?!! WHY???!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, back to happy stuff, i watched a movie yest night on channel 56. entitled Millionaire's First Love. Korean movie. The guy is sooper sweet. he said two things which made me went gaga. first. he said something like 'Right now, she's more important than 99.9% of my inheritence.' Secondly, when he was in the chapel with the girl, getting married, he asked the girl, 'Do you know why couples close their eyes when they kiss?' The girl replied that it's because both of them are too dazzled by each other. And guess what the guy said???!!! He said, 'Do you know at the few moments when I close my eyes, I'll miss you.' GOSH! this sentence made me melt. haha. so sweet... not a sooper nice movie, but the words and actions of the guy were mesmerizing... haha.

ok larh, that;s abt all for now. Happy Chinese New Year! And dun let anyone affect your mood =)

Saturday, February 17, 2007

did i tell you? that my exams are over? wee~~
it's been like a few days already and ive done plenty of things.
went to kenny rogers, esplanade, shopping, shopping and more shopping for new year clothes.
went out with cucalamonga straight after exams.

went to my sis to vivo yest. bought a pair of jeans. love it manz! you will be seeing me in it very soon =) haha. love daiso also lah! bought two pair of socks and some green tea dessert. 2dollars each. so cheeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappppppppppppp!!!!!!! wahaha.

hmm. and thanks doreen the company today. gosh. i bet i was a really fussy buyer. it is very hard for me to find clothes i like. i find that most of them are either too big, too exposed, too girly, too not comfortable, or too not practical/ causual in my opinion. ok maybe not larh, to a certain extent, cos when i see clothes i really like, i dun need to consider very long as long as i have the $$. haha. and u knoe what? bugis street was like damn crowded. wah! cannot breathe ah! buay tahan. but i eventually got two tops and a pair of heels (?) yeah. like that lorh. then afterthat, i went to parkway with my brother. bought another tee with my last few dollars.. so im officially broke now. haha! Oh yayayayaa! did i mention that doreen is a really power 'sa jia wang'? she's a natural in bargaining i tell you. power! my bro and i were amazed by her skill! and she helped me to save 3.90. wee~~

ok larh. quite tired le. will blog soon.

Friday, February 09, 2007

first paper and it was horrendous. hope it'll turn out okay tho... haha.
wanted to study cd in school today but turned out to be a conversation among the four members of cucalamonga. hahs. friends had been dissuading me to buy heels cos i suppose they are worried about my safety. therefore, to qualify and make them accept that I am able to wear mondo's dunno-how-many-inch heels, i tried denise;s and.. Gosh. I proved them right. i can't walk with those heels for goodness sake. and I thought i can because i used to read a book which kept repeating 'I think i can, i think i can, i think i can.' so i thought i could. lol. jk larh. but seriously, i like those heels leh. so pretty and affordable. but i think sneakers would be a better choice for me. I think i'll take wearing heels a step at a time. lol. like so serious.

btw, i can't wait for the last day of papers. I wanna buy new year clothes.. i haven;t buy anything yet! arh! got so many things to do after exams! wee~ i love keeping myself busy with things I wanna do.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

oh yah! i saw the puyo pop and another game... u know? the arcade have one? those big japanese drums.. got psp game lorh! like so fun! arh. wanna buy leh. but so ex. must note it down here so i'll rmb to get it when i have the financial means =P (hope my bro will share the game. haha! )

Monday, February 05, 2007

went to music junction, and i suddenly thought of k's cd and started searching for it, hoping that they have brought that cd in. (it was despite my previous failed attempts to find it, except for the one at hmv which cost ard 50dollars) and hey hey! i found it! was so happy alright! i immediately bought it. 1890. so much cheaper larh. but when i brought it home, the casing like abit spoil... abit sian la. shld have go back and changed it. but nvm larh, at least the cds are intact. the songs are really nice.. tho i feel that one or two songs have a tinge of melodies which ive heard from other songs sung by other singers.. made me wonder if there's some copying here and there... and when i loaded the songs into my comp, the songs' titles are those of his previous album. nevertheless, i must stress that the songs are nice and this singer's voice is so smooth la...

anyway, im currently so in love with four leaves' mango muffin! so nice. must go try... wahhahaahaaa! orh! and the fried mushroom from xiao bei doreen reccommended. nice! oishii na! fried mushroom to mango muffin ga totemo suki desu! aaaahhh!

lol. ok. luckily it's not night time now. if not i'll really drool.. i get sooper hungry at night and it worst cos only macdonald's and the roti prata stall near my hse will be open at those kind of hrs =( i think more 24 hr food delivery services should spring up. haha. then oh yarh! and 24hr shopping malls! gosh! closing at 10 is really sian! too early already larh.. lol. guess what! when im typing this, the song in my laptop plays '...i wanna wake up in a city that never sleeps.' lol. it's frank sinatra's new york new york larh. alright. enough of crap. shall blog soon, when in the mood =)

Sunday, February 04, 2007

My sis is on tp's webbie! tp's homepage even got link to her inspiring words.
exclusive report. lol. the picture like so funny larh. taken by me tho.
jasmine with her. wanted to wish to be in the photo too, but it was too hard for that active cat to stay still. haha.

finally saw the new hse today. was kind of stuffy, dunno if it has to do with the closed windows or it's already like this. hopefully, it's not due to the latter. gosh. i can't imagine that in a few mths time, i'll be blogging in that hse. kind of weird. i wonder if i'll subconsciously travel to tampines and walk back to my current house. i think i will leh... esp if i take taxi and if im tired. so weird...

orh! then someone told me abt something she and her friends are going to do. omg. i am SO UTTERLY DISGUSTED. it is sooper wrong. it's even degrading to do that. really feels that it's wrong. oh man. why did they even want to do this? practices are dead, people are alive. change the practice larh if it's set by seniors. it's wrong. really wrong okay? why did everyone keep quiet, why doesn't anyone make nnoise? give their opinions?iit's wrong. think it's hard for me not to tell someone else although this was meant to be something 'within' you people. i think u people also know that it's wrong, that's why others can't be told abt this. so why do u all still wanna continue? gosh. tell me what to do...

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Peipei and dawn finally saw the deathnote guy outside sch library! a guy i know who wrote the whole class names and ways of death in a deathnote book he bought. everything i think of it, i feel madness. i dun even know him well larh. it freaked me out that time. dunno what's wrong with him.. he seems to like all those 'dark' stuff. bt peipei and dawn say he doesn't look like those bian tai. but well, looks are deceiving eh.. *shivers*

anyway, went to watch watch movie with lydia today. watched pan's labyrinth. erm. i think one of guys in the movie looks like hitler. with the moustache and all. the movie got some u-thought-is-bian-tai-but-actually-is-nothing part. the ending, though weird, is still like a fairytale. with the meaning of kindness all those.. lol.

anyway, mr bean on holiday and tmnt coming out le! i wanna watch! then the ghost rider looks not bad.. who wanna watch? I still feel that it's a pity to miss painted veil. sian. anyways, i am happy now! why? cos i just ate mango strudel, received an email from the jap, and i dunno what larh. but i just feel happy. and of cos, tons of stuff to look forward to!!

things like..
- jap homestay. will come up with itinerary after exams! yeah!
- exams! so that i can hurry finish them and have holidays!
- moving hse.. but must first overcome sadness.
- movies
- working during holidays. earning money and spending it. wahahaha. i wanna go kenny rogers, soup restaurant, din tai fung, yum cha, etc. restaurants to eat! i also wanna have buffet! high tea! wahhhhh!! so nice...
- must also buy new clothes for chinese new year *very impt*
- drama, taiwan drama, hongkong drama, korean drama, jap drama! i'll be coming soon! Wee~ and i'll be watching hana kimi and bu liang jia zu! Just wait for me!
- and sports! i wanna do sports! tennis, swimming, badminton, bowling, jogging, basketball, everything! i just wanna exercise!
-chinese new year! tho i prefer christmas, i still love to go to people's hse to eat the goodies, anticipating the food they have. anticipating the goodies inside the plastic containers. munching them while waiting for my parents to finish their conversations before going to another person's hse. haha. love it.

see! im so happy~