Do you feel that sometimes when you wanna buy something or just do something, it just doesn't go your way? It's like every night when I'm lying on my bed when all those thoughts which I wanna list them here appear. And when I'm using the comp like now.. I don't really know what to write about except crapping. I have soosooooo many things to accomplish during this holiday and i'm gonna wait till next week to start with all those exercising and stuff. Coz every other student is having his holidays now. So many people when I go out and there's only one word to describe crowds 'SIAN'

but at home also quite sian lehz... not tv then must be comp. not comp then must be sleep. I've been sleeping so much lately that I wish i'm sleeping on the grasslands.. or a nice hotel. Somewhere else, most probably overseas. I wanna g HongKong again. If I go there, I will not mind crowds as much as I do now. i just wanna go somewhere special.. then just slack there. Haha. It's funny... I have so many things planned during exams and now, I don't seem to be fufiling anyone except for watching FD3. To be more realistic, i wanna go kbox, badminton, tennis, bowling, cycling, PICNIC!!!, ding tai feng, arcade, more movies, archery (winks at felicia), jogging, practise situps (my worst ever sport), pack room(oh! This is the priority and a decision made even before exams yet I rmbed it LAST. haha.) etc. See, I have so many things to do and there's only one word to describe myself 'lazy'. I also felt very bad for turning down the co performance when they are having a shortage of people. When they smsed me, I was sick and I just quitted my job. Did not want to make any promise at that time, was not sure if I could fufil it esp when there are practices which go with the performance. If any NPCO folks happen to come across this blog(fat hope! but still...), I'm really sorrryyyyy... Really am. All the best in the upcoming performance tho.